There are also positive news: I'm trying to work again in very small amounts. Mostly I do some little things from home, but every now and then I go to the office (what a joy to meet my lovely colleagues and catch up with them!). I'm still not able to do a lot, so this doesn't affect my sick leave. Just need to try and find out how much I can do. This really means a world to me - sitting frustrated at home doing nothing would make me lose my mind!
A little while ago I visited a doctor whose job is to estimate my situation and predict the chances for getting back to work. His opinion felt very negative (maybe they have to keep the worst case scenario in mind??) and I was quite disappointed after this meeting.
Everything at my workplace has to be examined. The opinions of both the employer and myself will be heard, the working conditions and my skills and restrictions will be measured. After that I will hear the judgement: is it realistic to expect to work again and to what extent from now on. To be honest I'm quite nervous about all this, it is scary.